> But has anyone taken any drug, and had thoughts they didn't like or
> prefer, and been able to change them? Was it a gentle process, or were
> you able to switch to alternative thoughts whilst high, immediately?
All the time. Albeit I started my drug careerobby with research
psychlos, and loads of 'em. I mean each high is completely different
from the last, sheeeeit every time i do dope itself it's like the
first time. I don't chase highs, and I don't worry about going to
unpleasant places. It's all in the mind/body. If you can change your
mind about other things then why not about your thoughts when your
high.
Lots of people like to abdicate responsibility to the substance and
just go down, but if you go down how can you be high? it's an
illogical paradox, your brain is capable of doing lots of different
things.
Somatic drugs like ghb and downers in general do have an unfortunate
tendency to pavlov dog you into having conditional responses that
repeat with each use because they have profound effect your body
remembers, and your mind remembers what it was thinking last time
because the body remembers. This is just a habit the body-mind has
gotten used to, a rut, a re-run, a re-peat; concievably one could
reproduce the effect without the drug, or even with a placebo. It's
cheaper too.
Get in the daily practice of switching your thoughts about things you
habitually view one way or another, not according to anyone elses
ideas but your own.
If your an asshole be nice, if your a goody-too-shoes become a
sociopath. That kinda flexibility will overcode previous behavioral
rigidities and allow you to contour your chemical experience in a
myriad new directions, limited only by dose, quality, enviornment and
your personal will and imagination.
Don't do drugs, TAKE drugs. Rape the living **** out of your favorite
chemicals, teach them who's the boss, and let'em know what their
position in life really is, and it paraphrase W.S. Burroughs "When you
look your drug dead in the face, and call it by the name you've given
it, your pass****t is infinite"
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