On 23 Mar, 00:37, 96-4...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> "Sal_55" <zaman_2...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message news:
> > EVERY time I take GHB, I get disturbing fantasies. These fantasies are
> > of a personal nature, I'd rather not discuss them.
> > I can't stop taking GHB,for the while. Anyone tell me in simple steps,
> > any cognitive behaviour steps, or other psychological tricks to stop
> > these bad thoughs, and use GHB for what it is, a euphoriant and
> > sensual enhancer?
> > This is a very tricky question, since each persons GHB buzz is
> > dependant on genes and environmental experiences. The fact that I am
> > taken over by idle fantasies when I take GHB is going to be very hard
> > to change.
> > But has anyone taken any drug, and had thoughts they didn't like or
> > prefer, and been able to change them? Was it a gentle process, or were
> > you able to switch to alternative thoughts whilst high, immediately?
> > Bye my friends.
>
> It's understandable that these GHB fantasies make you uncomfortable.
=A0Ma=
ny people are uncomfortable with homo***ual fantasies, but they are pretty
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armless while on GHB. =A0The best way to get over them is simply act one
out=
and then simply forget about it. =A0Don't worry, just because you hold it
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n your mouth one time doesn't make you a homo***ual.
I promised myself I wasn't going to tell the nature of the fantasies
whilst high on GHB. But you can't really help me without knowing them:
I won't get into specifics, but when I'm on GHB there is a lot of
hatred towards the human race. Not towards individual members of the
human race, but every single person!
A lot of ppl have harmed me in life, so you could say my brain is
acting out revenge fantsies whilst high on GHB. But the trouble is 2
fold: 1) I really enjoy the thoughts and fantasies. 2) Even if no one
had harmed me in lfe, an impossible idea, I think there's a high
chance I would STILL have very similar fantasies. You see, I've
always been a loner, and sperated from the 'herd'.
If it's in my genes to be a misanthrope, then you'd think there's not
much I can do to change? But I read on the web again and again, how
people with the most crippling psychological flaws, which they think
they're burdened forever, manage to overcome them, when given the
right therapy.
I'm not gonna see a psychaitrist over this, but I'd be grateful if
anyone can summarise in a few sentences the core of cogntiive
behaviour therpay/other psychological techniques to change the nature
of the fantasies (note, I realise I can't stop me having any fantasies
at all/daydreaming whilst on GHB, but I just want to CHANGE the nature
of the thoughts whilst high).
Thanks again and bye.
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