I finally had one of the "hug drug" experiences with E. What a cool
night.
Did E with about seven or eight other people (previously had only done
it with my husband or at a rave) and was able to have really great
conversations with another person, twirling my fingers in their hair,
giving a massage to a person I had really only met that night, just
feeling really close. This is WAY out of character for me. I can't
even go to a masseus because I don't want some stranger *touching*
me...ack!!
I'm wondering if this is a me thing or an E thing. I think this is
the sixth or seventh time I've taken it, and maybe it's just me
getting more used to being under the influence, and realizing that I'm
not going to end up dancing ****d on tables...able to trust myself
more and therefore relax more and enjoy the experience. Or, maybe it
was the e itself...we tested it and it was just pure MDMA, no speedy
stuff and no other ingredients that showed up.
Either way, it was a really great night. I didn't get home until
nearly 6am and I just want to do it again as soon as humanly possible.
:)
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