Im not sure if I have any kidney or liver disorders..but at the rate that
ive been consumeing unisom for the past two weeks i wouldnt be surprised
if
ive done something. i dont want to get gross, but my urine has a strong
chemical smell. speaking of smells, i get these weird smells in my nose
from time to time. whats stranger is that the smells change one after the
other rather quickly in succession (is that the right word?). as you can
see from the time my days and nights are all f'ed up. i suppose im due
for
a check up... but im afraid to say anything about all the stupid sh*t ive
been doing lately... its almost like ive got a death wish. im too old to
be
doing this crap, but i keep doing it.
thanks btw for all the help. it makes me feel better to know that I have
somewhere to go to get answers.
as far as the next time goes, i think its going to be longer than a few
weeks... this is a wicked trip.
"Lizard" <lizardpriest@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
news:1172124007.763419.104190@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> On Feb 22, 12:33 am, "jt" <trim...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>> what about restlessness and a higher pain threshold (being able to go
>> beyond
>> normal threshold).?.. strange smells, not being able to "come to" right
>> away
>> when waking out of sleep, ideas (dont laugh) about being possessed,
some
>> anger issues, feeling dissociated from myself?
>> well, might as well tell you all what happened. on saturday I took
eight
>> ccc's and two bottles of robitussin soft gels (40, 15mgs each). had a
>> pretty good time... so I did it again the next night and had a pretty
bad
>> time. about halfway through the night I began to start to feel really
>> hot
>> and then really cold. then i began to feel as though I were about to
>> pass
>> out... it was a real bad falling sensation. I got all stiff and
started
>> walking around uncontrollably, back and forth in the living room. i
had
>> some really bad breathing problems. I pretty much felt like I was in
my
>> death throes. I managed to lay down and then everything went black and
>> white and I had a strong feeling that there were two or three entities
>> looking through my eyes because my vision was really screwy. I finally
>> came
>> to the conclusion that I was dead. I guess I was wrong about that (ha
>> ha?).
>> the following day I was completely on autopilot and managed to come
>> across
>> completely normal to everyone i met (like someone else was answering
>> everyone). anyway, Im still experiencing a disconnected feeling
(senses
>> are
>> all weirded out). when I listen to music its like im listening to
music
>> for
>> the first time or when I watch a film its the same way (in a good way).
>> I
>> also started to listen to dalida and am finding her voice to be an
almost
>> mystical experience. Im having feelings of being connected to things
>> (like
>> st.germain and the baphomet) in a very familiar and emotional way.
when
>> I
>> want my mind to calm all I have to say is "Baphomet... Baphomet...
bright
>> as
>> the day... the rising day... the dewey princess... the misty goat" and
>> its
>> like im trans****ted to a safe and calm place. Im insane, right? ive
>> cracked my engine block, right? anybody relate? not that id expect
>> anyone
>> to admitt it.
>>
>> looped
>>
>> "Lizard" <lizardpri...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
>>
>> news:1172119346.572776.75990@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>>
>> > On Feb 21, 9:55 am, Joel <j...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>> >> "jt" <trim...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
>> >> >can anyone give any examples of brain damage caused by dxm. what
>> >> >sort
>> >> >of
>> >> >brain damage? symptoms would be appreciated. this is a serious
>> >> >inquiry.
>>
>> >> There are three major categories. One isn't really "damage", but
may
>> >> seem that way for a period of time, that being a lowering in the
>> >> number of s*****onin neurons. They'll come back (the same thing can
>> >> happen to people who use SSRIs, and then stop). Then there is
>> >> NMDA-antagonist neurotoxicity (Olney's Lesions), which is only
likely
>> >> with heavy third- and fourth-plateau users - it would probably be
>> >> experienced as being "spaced out", or something.
>>
>> >> The other one, however, comes from redosing, taking Delsym, or
>> >> especially, taking Coricidin. It's a chemical imbalance, caused by
>> >> the overload of s*****onin and sigma-opioid effects one experiences
on
>> >> those crazy, hallucinogenic trips. Hopefully, with time, they would
>> >> heal - but in many cases, I'm sure they don't. :(
>>
>> >> --
>> >> Joel Crump
>>
>> >> I'm omnipresent, and omni***ual.
>>
>> > There is not now, and has NEVER been, a single study that linked the
>> > consumption of DXM, Chlorpheniramine Maleate (the other ingredient in
>> > Coricidin cough and cold) or the combination thereof to Olney's
>> > lesions or ANY other brain disease. There are a few (about 6)
>> > anecdotal re****ts of the Olney's lesions problem, but none have
panned
>> > out, and three of them later were demonstrated to be suffering not
>> > from Olney's but from another degenerative disease of the brain
>> > unrelated to drug consumption.
>>
>> > The Olney's lesions theory was ignited by White's otherwise excellent
>> > but somewhat alarmist DXM faq, and he has now repudiated that
section.
>>
>> > Lizard
>
>
> What you are describing may be Brominism, a buildup of bromine in the
> system to toxic levels. THis is a VERY uncommon occurance with a
> consumption of bromine in the amounts you describe. IT is a lot more
> likely if you suffer from a liver disease, or kidney condition. Do
> you?
>
> Also, there is a fairly well do***ented tem****ary pheminon called a
> DXM hangover, which fits the hot-and-cold feelings you describe.
>
> IN that Baphomet is the templar guardian of secrets, maybe your
> subconsious is trying to tell you something. Tho where St. Germain
> would fit into that is beyond me. THere are two mystical figures
> referred to by that appelation, Saint Germain himself, and the french
> pseudo-noble and proven charlatan The Comte de St. Germaine (sometimes
> also called the French Munchousen).
>
> I wouldnt sweat it much, it is probably tem****ary. Spread your DXMing
> out a bit further to prevent brominism (more than two weeks between
> each plateu 3 and higher experience is probably good.
>
> Lizard
>
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