On Feb 22, 12:33 am, "jt" <trim...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> what about restlessness and a higher pain threshold (being able to go
beyond
> normal threshold).?.. strange smells, not being able to "come to" right
away
> when waking out of sleep, ideas (dont laugh) about being possessed, some
> anger issues, feeling dissociated from myself?
> well, might as well tell you all what happened. on saturday I took
eight
> ccc's and two bottles of robitussin soft gels (40, 15mgs each). had a
> pretty good time... so I did it again the next night and had a pretty
bad
> time. about halfway through the night I began to start to feel really
hot
> and then really cold. then i began to feel as though I were about to
pass
> out... it was a real bad falling sensation. I got all stiff and started
> walking around uncontrollably, back and forth in the living room. i had
> some really bad breathing problems. I pretty much felt like I was in my
> death throes. I managed to lay down and then everything went black and
> white and I had a strong feeling that there were two or three entities
> looking through my eyes because my vision was really screwy. I finally
came
> to the conclusion that I was dead. I guess I was wrong about that (ha
ha?).
> the following day I was completely on autopilot and managed to come
across
> completely normal to everyone i met (like someone else was answering
> everyone). anyway, Im still experiencing a disconnected feeling (senses
are
> all weirded out). when I listen to music its like im listening to music
for
> the first time or when I watch a film its the same way (in a good way).
I
> also started to listen to dalida and am finding her voice to be an
almost
> mystical experience. Im having feelings of being connected to things
(like
> st.germain and the baphomet) in a very familiar and emotional way. when
I
> want my mind to calm all I have to say is "Baphomet... Baphomet...
bright as
> the day... the rising day... the dewey princess... the misty goat" and
its
> like im trans****ted to a safe and calm place. Im insane, right? ive
> cracked my engine block, right? anybody relate? not that id expect
anyone
> to admitt it.
>
> looped
>
> "Lizard" <lizardpri...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote in message
>
> news:1172119346.572776.75990@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
>
> > On Feb 21, 9:55 am, Joel <j...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> >> "jt" <trim...@[EMAIL PROTECTED]
> wrote:
> >> >can anyone give any examples of brain damage caused by dxm. what
sort
> >> >of
> >> >brain damage? symptoms would be appreciated. this is a serious
> >> >inquiry.
>
> >> There are three major categories. One isn't really "damage", but may
> >> seem that way for a period of time, that being a lowering in the
> >> number of s*****onin neurons. They'll come back (the same thing can
> >> happen to people who use SSRIs, and then stop). Then there is
> >> NMDA-antagonist neurotoxicity (Olney's Lesions), which is only likely
> >> with heavy third- and fourth-plateau users - it would probably be
> >> experienced as being "spaced out", or something.
>
> >> The other one, however, comes from redosing, taking Delsym, or
> >> especially, taking Coricidin. It's a chemical imbalance, caused by
> >> the overload of s*****onin and sigma-opioid effects one experiences on
> >> those crazy, hallucinogenic trips. Hopefully, with time, they would
> >> heal - but in many cases, I'm sure they don't. :(
>
> >> --
> >> Joel Crump
>
> >> I'm omnipresent, and omni***ual.
>
> > There is not now, and has NEVER been, a single study that linked the
> > consumption of DXM, Chlorpheniramine Maleate (the other ingredient in
> > Coricidin cough and cold) or the combination thereof to Olney's
> > lesions or ANY other brain disease. There are a few (about 6)
> > anecdotal re****ts of the Olney's lesions problem, but none have panned
> > out, and three of them later were demonstrated to be suffering not
> > from Olney's but from another degenerative disease of the brain
> > unrelated to drug consumption.
>
> > The Olney's lesions theory was ignited by White's otherwise excellent
> > but somewhat alarmist DXM faq, and he has now repudiated that section.
>
> > Lizard
What you are describing may be Brominism, a buildup of bromine in the
system to toxic levels. THis is a VERY uncommon occurance with a
consumption of bromine in the amounts you describe. IT is a lot more
likely if you suffer from a liver disease, or kidney condition. Do
you?
Also, there is a fairly well do***ented tem****ary pheminon called a
DXM hangover, which fits the hot-and-cold feelings you describe.
IN that Baphomet is the templar guardian of secrets, maybe your
subconsious is trying to tell you something. Tho where St. Germain
would fit into that is beyond me. THere are two mystical figures
referred to by that appelation, Saint Germain himself, and the french
pseudo-noble and proven charlatan The Comte de St. Germaine (sometimes
also called the French Munchousen).
I wouldnt sweat it much, it is probably tem****ary. Spread your DXMing
out a bit further to prevent brominism (more than two weeks between
each plateu 3 and higher experience is probably good.
Lizard
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