Lately I've been paranoid about getting caught smoking crack. I have begun
turning off all the lights when I do at night so it looks like no one is
home, but then I said to hell with that and decided to move out. The
thing
is. There are so many drug addicts around here the police are bound to
start looking to bust some people once they catch onto someone who does
not
know how to lay low. Everyone who gets caught has a big mouth, but the
ones
who don't get caught don't say nothing to anyone. There is only one other
person who knows I smoke crack and all I know about him is that he knows
how
to meet me on when I go for a beer run. I don't think he lives in the
area.
He told me his nickname. It definitely isn't his real name, and he does
me
little favors like gives me a ride here or there. He is a really nice
person. He says he needs the money, and he doesn't do crack. He smokes
pot. So, anyway. I began to worry with hearing about people getting
caught, and sometimes I don't even wear my headphones so that I can hear
if
the police start busting down my door. That way I could at least flush
the
**** down the toilet, but once they are after you they will catch you.
All
they have to do is find that little specimen flake of crack on the carpet
and you will be lucky to be in rehab. Do you all get worried about it
sometimes? ****, I've only been smoking crack a couple of months, but it
is
much worse to get caught for that than pot. I am thinking about going
clean, because I have enough to worry about.
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